A Little About Me & Spankings

My name is Billy and I have a spanking fetish that involves me being punished by a maternal figure while I assume the role of a 7-15 year old boy.

There is a dearth of people who actively participate or associate with my particular spanking fetish. Consequently, I'm left to my imagination to create new and erotic stimulation. With that said my most erotic and pleasurable experiences still comes from my memories of being bent over getting my bare butt tore up with a belt by my "mom". It is important to note that I do not associate my real mother with any of those memories, rather I use other women who I view as maternal and would like to spank me.

I've recently started to write about my experiences growing up and found new and pleasurable thoughts that I never knew existed. Every time someone reads one of my stories and post positive comments it provides an erotic sense of success. I equate that as me being a little boy who is being watched while suffering through a bare butt spanking. It adds to the embarrassment of my little boys psyche which as an adult I find erotic. For writings on my background into my spanking fetish and childhood visit this link:
http://groups.google.com/group/soc.sexuality.spanking/browse_thread/thread/2b80540df4bb8da6

I've also started to post memories and stories about my childhood at http://groups.google.com/group/soc.sexuality.spanking/topics which you can access through Google groups. Along with this blog I hope I can have a successful and fulfilling exploration into my sexuality that I can share with others. If you read and enjoy my writing please comment.

If you share similar erotic feelings as me please post your experiences and thoughts. You may want to visit soc.sex.spankings as well. I'm also always looking for writings or other content that feature a F/m dynamic.

I do not and will not tolerate any solicitation or request for real life underage spanking pornography i.e. videos, pictures. If it occurs I will report to the authorities.

Further I'm not into real life children being used for spankings. In fact, I am anti-spanking due to the traumatic and abusive nature of my upbringing. While I've dealt with these issues and now love my "deviant" sexual nature, I would never, ever wish my child hood on a kid.